I shall sit back and watch silently as you secretly mess and screw my life around. I shall be nice to you, I shall treat you good, I shall be your friend. But just know that I know what you're doing here. Its ok, I believe that in life, whatever you give, you shall get back. So continue messing with me, continue playing with my heart, continue toying with my feelings, and continue acting like you're all great and mighty. Please, please continue. Because one day, maybe just one day, you will get back what you're doing to me from someone else, and we'll see how great and mighty you'll be then.
But please remember, in the end, your life will come to a stop, and your deeds will be questioned and answered to the All-Mighty.
It is easy for me to leave you out of my life and move on. But I wont do that, cause as long as God gives His Servants ample of chances and forgives them, who am I to not forgive you and believe that maybe, just maybe, you might change.
hehe. ni post yg mungkin sedikit emo. mungkin la, tah2 tak emo langsung kan. tp ni sekadar nk menyahut cabaran kawan saya yang kata saya ni xreti nk emo or marah. adakah saya berjaya? haha. mungkin tidak. mesti klu nk emo kene lagi dasyat kan post ni YOU. haha. o well, i tried. practise makes perfect kan.
ps: tp klu la ada yg terasa ngn post ni, aiyoo xtau. cepat2la berenti bermain ngn hidup/ perasaan saya ye. sekian :)
dont' turn back cos you've come so far, if u cant hold back the tears, dont even try.
god made it rain, so that the rain would cover up ur cry.
you know whats in my heart. no explanations needed. just know that even if you're in camp shezar and im in manshiah, no distance will separate me from you, cause you will always be in my thoughts.
if you need strength, im here for you.
if you need me, i'll be there for you.
and whatever happens, we turn back to HIM. cause He knows better and He plans the best plans.
and everyday,
and if we feel like there's something we need to let go, even if its hard, just let go cause
and whatever happens, just
cause everything that happens is part of HIS plan.
nti masih igt tak slogan hidup kt time kat Jordan tu.
let go let flow
im here for you nissy elle.just like how ur always there for me.
we need to take more pictures you two, especially with you looking all sweet and cantik macha. :)
Together we'll cross the finish line. Now is not the time to stop. Walk tall and start running. Whatever happens, my hands will always be crossed with yours. Whatever happens.
haa, ni korang dua, bukan alia ye. :P
No one can go through this better than you. Never give up. The sky is yours. The competition is yours to win.
Go guys. Dont you dare stop. The siren's gone off, we'll meet at the finish line.
ps : klu alia xsmpai kat finish line tu malu je. punyala beriya nk suruh korang smpai, last2 alia yg xsmpai. haha . tp xpe, klu kt jatuh on the way, we'll have each other to get us back up on our two feet kan. :)
Allah menduga, tp disebalik setiap dugaan itu ada seribu hikmah. and sometimes we focus on the test so much that we're blinded by the other good things that come with that test.
why is it this status?
Because
1) I get a hold on-michael buble song from the two most important people in my life.
2) I get Anisah Ali who has ablog post like this *click* and who successfully made my eyes tear.
3) My hijau team wins ping pong, gets through to futsal quarterfinals. haha.
4) I get Nabila and her sweet loving *kakak*ly acts.
5) I get Fatin Nur Atiqah and her rub me back sessions.
6) I get love from Malaysia.
7) I get my umi come over even if for one day.
8) I get my baba and his calls.
9) I got to finish TLOA. wuhoo.
10) I found a MC partner.
11) I dont have to do ANYTHING for this PBL.
12) I get to masak on Fridays now instead of Sundays.
13) I get my husband/wife on my side. :D
14) I brought gifts for the ahli panel dengan berjaya.
15) I have a *:kp, :k, and bak : )* who I know I can count on. :)
Last but not least, I get Allah on my side, always, no matter what happens. How I know this? well, because I actually have so much more than just these 15 things that make me smile and be grateful for besides that one thing thats bringing me down. :)
i read this blog . sila klik. and honestly shida, you mmg kentut. kamu mmg hebat, no matter what happened. that i know. competing is not mainly about winning, its about enjoying having people around you, knowing that there's always supporters, knowing that whatever you feel, your teammates will feel. That's the beauty of sports. Winning is obviously a sweet bonus, tp in the end the adrenaline and endorphins released are mainly so that we feel the fun, the excitement, and the ecstacy of that sport.
Kamu dah buat yang terbaik la. Serious. nk tgk alia bowl? mmg sumpah kamu gelak berguling2 masuk the bowling alley, and then i would have gotten a strike because of you.
Saya kagum dgn org2 yang pandai bowling, sbb tgk mcm ada style je nk baling bola tu, nk baling pun ada gaya, klu alia baling mmg gelabah la. ke mane tah bola tu. skali skala je dpt jatuhkan pin.tu pun maybe satu pin. klu dpt strike mmg patut buat kenduri syukur.
You dont have to prove to anyone, I know you're superb at bowling at heart.wakil skolah kan! Cuma semalam shida kene main lambat kan, dh penat, and then dh la pressure tgk team2 sbelum tu main, pastu nk kene main 3 games. mmg letih. saya tgk pun letih, tp biasalah saya, klu tak over tu bkn puteri alia kan. haha.
Soo, the conclusion is. hijau mmg rock, menang atau kalah, cos in the end we know we've got each other kan?
E verytime a new lecturer enters the hall, a new experience begins. Nk tgk gaya cikgu ni mcm mane, garang ke? Comel ke? Bes ke?
So as far as sem 2 has gone, I am going to make some summaries.
Cikgu biochem : when I hear her voice it reminds me of the narrators in the old classic Disney movies, or the red fairy in Sleeping beauty. Wow bes. I am a Disney fan at heart, so I like her voice. The biochem?, ummm not so much.
Antara alia aten ngan bella, we always pray that biochem is the first lecture, xdela menyeksakan sgt nnt. Klu last mmg toooot, semangat dh xde, dok bayang cite Disney je la, klu tak dpt nk bayang, biasanye ten tido je. Kan ten? Hahaha.
Pastu tiba-tiba Fatin Nur Atiqah kata, eh cikgu ni pregnaaaannt!! And then ktorg pun spend the next half hour looking and judging her belly. Aten and Alia’s conclusion is *yes, she’s pregnant*, Bella disagrees. What do you think? Haha
Cikgu Pharma : Setiap ari tukar cikgu, so xbrape nk kenal. Tp the first cikgu was comel, the second was so cool, mcm hebat computer je, dia tak pegang mike, tak pegang ape2, tapi tiba2 slide tu bleh tukar. Alia ngan bella mmg amazed. The 3rd cikgu, mula2 garang, pastu mcm kelakar plk. That’s why we should never judge a book by its cover.
Cikgu Physio : Wooweeeee. Go go go go go go!!!! We like!
Cikgu Patho : cikgu ni baik. She looks like a good wife. Im going to look up to her when I become a wife.
Skills : nape eh section 3 slalu cikgu2 skills diorg mcm so attentive? Mcm cikgu skills last sem, alia pandang aten skit je, baru toleh SIKIT je dia dh kata “what did you say to her, what are you doing? Do you want to say something?”. Ada org tertutup mata longer than a blink cikgu kata “ do you want to wash your face?”
So in the end, us girls, not sure about the boys, smua pun duk tegak, mata pun bulat cantik je, tak toleh mane dah. Straight, forward, focus!!
tak aci. ke aci? maybe Allah wants this section to excel in Skills more than the other sections. yeah, i think thats it, jgn jeles please :)
despite the occasional moodswings or strictness. every teacher is superb in their own way. because in the end what they ever do is make us better more knowledgable individuals.
Bad news are hard to accept. Obviously. Especially when its unexpected. My heart fell to the ground, my knees went weak, my eyes started swelling up with tears. Honestly this is Allah testing me to I think maximum.
Kalau bgtau anisah mesti dia kata, nti kene kuat alia, nti xle jatuh. And honestly nisa, even if u don’t know what it is, ana tau nti akan ckp mcm tu, and ana tgh cuba sekuat mungkin tuk go through this.
Im going to come out of this strong. Allah is all I have and will have for now.
And no anisah, ana xle bgtau nti. It is too horrible to share.
Please stay strong alia. Seriously please do. For those you love, please do. Thank you. And just keep smiling while you can. :)
I may not be the world’s greatest friend, but the world has certainly taught me a thing or two about how to be a friend.
Firstly, the world is not yours, you share it with other people, so stop acting like you own it and want everything to go your way. And kalau things don’t go your way, stop complaining, stop whining, accept it like a man and deal with it. But jgn la deal with it smpai everyone around you pun affected , deal diam2 sudah la.
Second, when you have a friend, treasure her/him, even if it seems like making friends is an easy thing, each individual you meet and will meet in your life will bring something different for you to learn in your life.
Third, if your’e angry with someone, tolong la jangan tunjuk. Please. This is not something mature to do. Come on, we’re already 20 or nearing 20, act like a grown up, don’t be childish. Dah, your childish days are over, its time to get real and face reality. Nk ejek org yg dh 20 tahun tu dh tua takpe, tp sedar2 la diri tu pun nk 20 dh ye.
Fourth, Live by the golden rule. Always treat a friend as you would want to be treated. Don't do or say anything that you wouldn't want done to you. Be there through thick and thin. Ni bila senang dia je la ada kat sebelah, bila susah, haaa batang hidung pun tak nmpak. Jgn la mcm tu kawan, tak bes la.
Fifth, I know that no one is perfect and no one can be all nice and comel at all times, but please apologize and forgive and don't hold a grudge. Pastu kan, bila dh apologize tu, jgn la buat hal balik after 30 mins. Its not funny. Lama2 nnt org tak accept your apology padan muka. Mmg senang nak kata sorry, but please mean it when you say it.
Sixth, don’t be selfish la sayang, tolong, ni perangai buruk. Stop it.
Seventh, jangan sombong. Bila kt igt tudung kt cantik, ada org lain pakai tudung lg cantik, sama la dgn manusia, bila kt igt kt hebat, ada yg lagi hebat.
Eighth, klu dh moody tu, jgn la biar org lain pun moody ye. Paham2 je la orang lain pun ada masalah sendiri, takyah nk tolong tambahkan.
Ninth, try your best to not hurt anyone. Even if it seems impossible, just trying will inshaAllah avoid you from hurting at least 3-4 of the 10 ppl you might hurt when you don’t try.
Tenth, jgn jadi a hypocrite. For Allah’s sake jangan. Jangan nk buat baik depan org lain, pastu bila org lain dh takde jd kentut balik.
Eleventh, bila dh pasang niat nk mencari kawan tu, jgn la cari musuh ye.
Twelfth, bila marah kat org tu, jangan tunjuk pastu tak terangkan nape awak mrh, kesian la kat kawan tu, abis dia berpikir siang malam dia buat salah ape.
Adakah alia azlan marah? Mungkin.
Ni nasihat tuk alia azlan jgk ke? Ye.
Anda terasa? Sorry la yang, jgn la marah, kt kan kawan.
Kawan kan kene saling mengingati. xxx
Thirteenth, bila Almas Alias kasi kt hadiah, kata la terima kasih. Soo, Almas, thank you for the beautiful bantal. I love it. Just like how I love you. Kau la sahabat, kau la suami, kau la isteri.
Fourteenth, bila hari ni 14/3, bila hari ni birthday housemate saya, Siti Nabila Binti Sheikh Yahya, wish la dia. Haha
Happy birthday Bella. I love you till death do us apart. Bila kamu menangis, saya menangis *mcm td* haha, bila kamu mengantuk dlm kelas, saya pun mengantuk.
Soul searching. Holidays are used for soul searching.
And here's what Ive found in my search so far.
Nikmat. Allah memberi nikmat, tapi terlebih nikmat pun boleh jadi dugaan jugak.
Examples :
Katil : Katil yg grand merupakan satu dugaan even if its soo nice and luxurious and every man's best friend. Dengan sebab katil bes ni la kt bleh termiss solat Subuh. Dengan katil yg bes ni jgk la kt bleh jadi malas and miss out on so much in life.
Duit : Duit yang banyak is every man's dream. But with money comes Test. Overspending and wasting can make you Shaitan's best friend. One can also be bongkak and sombong because of money. He can treat others below him like rubbish and order here and there. So those out there who think having a lot of money is a good thing, think again.
Ilmu : When we feel like we're very knowledgable and full of wisdom, remember that knowledge without practise is no knowledge at all. Kalau kt tau tp kt tak practise then kt berdosa. So with what knowledge we have, even if we think we have a lot, be quiet and dont be proud.
Islam : Just because Allah chose us to become a Muslim, it doesnt give us the right to talk bad about other religions or other Muslims who do not practise Islam well. To compare ourself with the Walking Quran, Rasulullah peace be upon him, we are nowhere, no one. Plus, what makes us think that we'll ucap shahadah at the time of our death and have husnul khatimah. Maybe those we critisize will have their actions accepted by Allah more, and get His Hidayah and become a better Muslim in the future and end with husnul khatimah.
Language : With the ability to talk and speak fluently, we easily tend to talk or write TOO much and may hurt other people or overexaggerate information. We also tend to become the community's most controversial person. So think before you speak or write.
Power : With power comes responsibility. Just because you've been entrusted with power, please remember that you are being watched at all times and your actions towards those under you are being recorded at all times. Power is not a thing you should brag about.
Friends : When you have been blessed with a likeable character and popularity, dont forget that one wrong action can make us lose all our friends in an instant. We can also forget family when we're too engrossed in friends. Family comes first. NO MATTER WHAT.
Parents : Allah has given us the chance to have two incredible individuals in our life. Dont ever ever take them for granted whilst theyre still with you. Allah can take anyone He wants at anytime. Every moment spent with the king and queen of our hearts should be savoured and cherished at all times, even if we get easily annoyed and angry with them. We have no right to hate or scour at our parents after all that theyve been through.
So ive found a conclusion after listening to this song. D'masiv- Jangan menyerah.
Syukuri apa yang ada Hidup adalah anugerah.
You'll see what i mean when you read their lyrics.
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Kembali ke
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal putus asa
Poupi : ubat kutu, collar, girlfriend warna hitam.
Rumah : barang dapur. sos cili sos cili sos cili. penting, nnt the health of the house will deteriorate without it.
and maybe one or two more kiriman from my beloveds. haha. kalau nama anda tidak tersenarai, sorry :P
I would just like to say, i shall try my very best to bring all that you guys want back here. But if there are any mishaps or unavoided reasons for me to not it back, i am so so so sorry.
I hope you guys will still love me even if i dont bring back your stuff.
ngeeeee :)
happy holidays everyone. enjoy enjoy and enjoy. i hope you guys find happy this cuti. jangan sedih-sedih. kalau sedih pun, cuba cari benda yang boleh buat korang happy again.
and i hope you guys miss me to the moon and back again. heee, kalau tak rindu pun buat-buat la rindu. :)
Today starts with the formation of cytidine diphosphodiacylglycerol (CDP)- diacylglycerol (DAG) from phosphatidate and cytidine triphosphate (CTP). This reactions is driven forward by the hydrolysis of pyrophosphate.
yeayea watever.
kalau soalan kluar nak jawab apa tu cikgu??
lalu farhan syahirah pun berkata, sudah la alia. ambik ni. sikit je. sedap. mcm drug dealer pun ada. haha.
this causes the eyes to droop and the brain to dream.
say no to hot chocolate during exam nights. and sing more of this.
People with integrity do what they say they are going to do. Others have excuses.
Niney-nine percent of failures come from people who have the habit of making excuses
We have forty million reasons for failure, but not a single excuse.
Perseverance is failing nineteen times and succeeding the twentieth.
A jug fills drop by drop.
Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no help at all.
Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another.
The will to persevere is often the difference between failure and success.
Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.
Life is to be fortified by many friendships. To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.
Our greatest battles are that with our own minds.
When I hear somebody sigh that Life is hard, I am always tempted to ask, Compared to what?
You can't fly a kite unless you go against the wind and have a weight to keep it from turning a somersault. The same with man. No man will succeed unless he is ready to face and overcome difficulties and is prepared to assume responsibilities.
Real difficulties can be overcome; it is only the imaginary ones that are unconquerable
The art of life is to know how to enjoy a little and to endure very much.
Life is a succession of lessons which must be lived to be understood.
If you don't have a dream, how are you going to make a dream come true?
You are never given a dream without also being given the power to make it true. You may have to work for it, however.
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