Saturday, January 30, 2010

kata and say.




My umi kata Allah listens to your every heartbeat.
My umi kata Allah listens to your every whisper.
My umi kata Allah is by your side at every second.
My umi kata when you want something, u have to plea to Him.
My umi kata stop being so mengada and go make ur life useful.
My umi kata I did not give birth to you saje-saje.
My umi kata I want you to become a useful asset for the ummah.
My umi kata I need to work my butt off.
My umi kata I should never give up.
My umi kata I should never stop even if I drop.
My umi kata, whatever I become, whoever I am in the future,
My umi kata she will always love me.

My Baba kata do what ever Umi says cause Im on Umi’s side.
My Baba kata I don’t want you to become a spoilt brat.
My Baba kata his money didn’t come easy, he worked hard for it and so should I.
My Baba kata if you want anything new write down 20 reasons why.
My Baba kata I’ll love you no matter what.
  
My adik2 kata, kak nk kawin tak ngan ust adik kat Syria ni.
(theyre in a 6months Arabic course in Syria at the moment)
My adik2 kata, klu kak nk kawin adik bleh tolong.
My adik2 kata, ramai mak2 kat Malaysia nk anak diorg kawin ngan ust ni.
My adik2 kata, kak nak tak?
My adik2 kata, tp bila pikir balik nnt klu kakak dh kawin nnt adik rindu la kat kakak.
My adik2 kata, xpyh kawin la kak.

My adik2 mmg Tom and Jerry.
My umi mmg Celine Dion.
My Baba mmg Elvis Presley.

My family is the best, and I wont trade them for anything else.

My family kata, jangan lupa family even when ur all up and high and successful.
My family kata, we are here for you no matter what.

I say, Thank you Allah for them.
I say,

 

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Einstein, come back . now.


Tgh dok revise2 anatomy ni, payah la plk kan. bkn payah je. susah yg amat. fuhh. Mane nk letak lg terms ni oii, rasa mcm otak dh penuh, padahal maybe Im only using 1% je, but the problem is,
weeiiiiii, mcm mane nk guna the other 99% tu!!!!!!!!

Einstein, come back and tell me how you got so clever.


So in between the descending genicular artery and the superficial epigastric artery, I came up with this,

Allah made anatomy hard so we'd appreciate ourselves more and know that we were designed and manufactured in the most detail and care.


So dont go wasting yourself on simple things that might just take up the other 45% of your brain, which is so valuable for us at this period of life, sbab exams and exams and exams lagi, but in the same time dont go wasting yourself on things that you think are so hard, complex, and unmanagable, because, helllooo, anatomy is so much more complex.


and now because all I can see are McDreamy's eyes, im wishing if only anatomy was more like this



and less like this



haha.
but whatever happens, ill try, even if i get tired,



because Allah never gave up on me when he disconnected my right atrium from my left atrium, which is one of the many reasons Im still breathing today  :)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

nothing can sometimes be something.



Story ni sweet, and i think it has such an important lesson in it. I love this story. Hope you love it too. :)


His name was Flehming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, in black mud, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Flehming saved the boy from what could have been a slow and terrifying death.
The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the farmer’s house. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Father Flehming had saved. 


“I want to repay you,” said the nobleman. “You saved my son’s life.”

“No, I can’t accept payment for what I did,” the Scottish farmer replied, waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer’s son came to the door of the family hovel.

“Is that your son?” the nobleman asked. “Yes,” the farmer replied proudly. “I’ll make you a deal. Let me take him and give him a good education, If the lad is anything like his father, he’ll grow to a man you can be proud of.”



And that he did. Flehming’s son graduated from St. Mary’s Hospital Medical School in London, and went on to become known throughout the world as the noted Sir Alexander Flehming, the discoverer of Penicillin. Years afterward, the nobleman’s son was stricken with pneumonia. What saved him? Penicillin. The name of the nobleman? Lord Randolph Churchill, His son’s name? Sir Winston Churchill, the prime minister of United Kingdom.
 


So, the moral of the story is :  
Don’t underestimate the vicious effect of kindness. 
Who knows it can produce another great discovery in the medical world.


AN ACT OF KINDNESS CAN BRING HAPPINESS TO COUNTLESS PEOPLE.

* told you its sweet.* lalala :D

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Quiet farts. kentuts, prooootS :P


Almost nothing can be more embarassing than  a loud fart. If you need to pass gas, here are some tips to do it quietly.  Especially for us medical students, who are surrounded by people at all times, and who will be surrounded by more people when we actually have that badge up on our white coats, Dr Puteri Alia Adeeba binti Azlan Meah. hehe. sounds goood :)




So here are the steps :

1 ) Try to hold it till the right moment comes. Clench your butt cheeks together. If you're sitting on a seat, then sit up, clench, then sit back. If on a bed, cross your legs and thrust your hips forward slightly. (Pretend you're trying to crush a walnut with your butt cheeks.)

2) Wait. After the immediate sensation and urgency passes, relax again.

3) Think ahead to where an opportunity might arise where you can sneak off to release the pent up gas.

Extra tips

  • If you get caught out, don't look embarrassed. Make a joke of it! Say something like "Sorry 'bout that. But on the positive side, we've just taken our relationship to a whole new level."
  • Laughing once the smell inevitably makes someone cringe in disgust will most certainly give you away.
 Hahahahahahaha. tp terlupa la pulak, silent farts are the smelliest, but loud farts are the most embarassing. gile dilema la plk kan. so nk kentut mcm mane ni weiii!!!! urghh, life always forces you to make a decision you probably wont be happy with. :P

ps: i am not to be blamed if our world becomes a smellier one. This is nothing but a mere exchange of knowledge. ngeeee. 

 

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

tahniah :)



Tahniah diucapkan kepada saudagar Afiq Kareeeeem ( aka Saudagar Saddiq Segaraga) dan saudagar Akhtar Zafar ( aka Saudagar Sulaiman Akhlakan) kerana masing-masing berjaya merangkap jawatan sebagai Ketua Sidang TLOA dan juga Odyssey.  


Happy kot diorg jd ketua. haha. tp akhtar, TLOA lg cantik, menarik, tertarik, kau mmg da bomb. lalala :p



Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Baan kentut.


i like this cup. its plastic, simple, nothing much, buruk je sebenarnye, but i like it. i have everything in it, coffee, milo, nestum, juice.
Even with all the other cups standing tall with beauty and stance, nothing beats this one. entah, i just like this one.
ok alia, i think everyone got the point that you like this cup, no more repetition please. 





See, told you, nothing much. 
But now, this cup, my special cup, my favourite cup, has been ruined by Farhan Syahirah.






Dia letak minyak lama dalam ni!!!!




so now Im all sad. like this parrot.


hahahahaha. saje je bg baan bobira rasa bersalah. jadi tak baan? hehe :p


i love you. till death do us apart. even if you put oil in my favourite cup.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Dlm dunia avatar, I See You. In our world. I Love You. Each and everyone of you.

They say your friends make up who you are to some extent. So I guess who I am now is partly due to the many great individuals that I say hello and goodbye to everyday, especially those living In the Land of the Pharaohs and experiencing the fake Arabian dream.
Which brings me to these 6 individuals who I think are the most responsible for who I am now. If there was anything good in me, it’s because I learnt it from these people. If there is nothing good in me, it’s because these people are no good.
Hehe. Gotcha. NOOOO lah, if there was nothing good in me, it is because Im too ignorant and stubborn to learn from these very good people.
My housemates.



Lets start with the nearest one, in terms of location.


Fadhilatun Nur Binti Ibrahim


She is my roomie, the person I wake up to every morning. The person I clash into at the cupboard, the person I hear singing, the person I hear snoring. Kidding again. She’s the one that misses me after not seeing me for less than 4 hours *time Egyptian culture ari tu*. She’s my human alarm clock, she’s normally the one that empties the rubbish bin when it gets full.She’s the one that says “I love you” before going somewhere else. . But most importantly, she’s the person who knows when Im happy, and when im faking happy. I know she loves me, and I know she tells me things she tells nobody else. And we like to laugh like mad cows till the others start to question themselves as to why they chose us as housemates in the beginning.
I call her padidul. Diduls. I love her. Till death do us apart.



 

 Siti Nabila binti Sheikh Yahya

Siti, as how Shadi likes to call her, tries to act all bossy and garang and unsensitive whenever she can. But deep down inside I know she loves me. And as what the people in Avatar would say, She SEES me.
I know she cares about me eventhough she doesn’t show it. I know she wants to lend me her lotion in lectures when I forget to bring mine but she doesn’t because she wants to manja with me and make me go all “alaaa, please bella, tangan I dh kering sgt ni” . I know she still loves me even after she gets mad at me and goes all sour like a green apple. I know she does. I know you do. Bella is the one that will be all geli saying I love you, but believe it or not, she’s the one who is the most responsible for all the “I see you” and “I love you” notes in my books. She is my masseuse in class, my hand reflexology guru when I get all drowsy and sleepy. She’s the one I plan with the most, and she’s the one that likes to punch and pinch me when she feels like it.
I call her Bella Booby. If Edward is all proud he has Bella, I have a Bella of my own too. So boohoo Edward.
“I see you Bella.” I love her. Till death do us apart.


 

Fatin Aisyah Masmira binti Haji Zaidi

This is my fashionista. She looks all tough and hardcore on the outside but really inside she’s the world’s most caring and sensitive one.


I know she cares about me, even if its not said in words. Her actions speak louder than words. I know she loves me because she asked me what I wanted for my birthday eventhough its not original and all cetak rompak because I was the one who asked her first. She is the one that can go all moody with me for days but at the same time I know is thinking about ways to reconcile. I know she gets moody because she loves me. People tend to feel and get the most merajuk with the people they care about. Ngeeee. I understand her. I respect her. I admire her individuality.
I call her Chacha, like bubur caca, cos shes all colourful and sweet when you actually get to know. Indonesians call her Ais, yes mcm “ais batu”. Very creative kan Ais. Enggak begitu ya embak?
I love her. Till death do us apart.




Farhan Syahirah binti Samsi.


This is my star. That little star that shines so brightly in the dark. She definitely has her mood swings but I think Im getting used to it. She has her moody times, but she’ll bounce right back and come out all shiny and bright. Just exactly like the stars at night that disappear in the morning, and come back again with extra happiness in the night. That’s why she’s my star. She’s the one I can have our-together-secrets with. She’s the one who’ll listen to me when I talk. She’s the one that likes to play and count with money. She’s the one who I can hug and whose ears I can play with. “it doesn’t look as weird as it sounds :p”. She’s the one that will always come and visit my room every now and then. She’s the one I can really be all manja with. She understands me, and now I know that the reason she gets upset with me sometimes when I don’t tell her all my plans, on where I want to go or what I want to do next, is because she wants to always be there with me. Now I know how much you love me Bo’an.
I call her Paan. A’an. Ba’an. Bo’an. She’s a star. I love her. Till death do us apart. 




Nor Hidayah binti Jamal.

This is the one that’s all quiet and lembut. The one yang manja. The one that will lean on me whenever we’re standing close to each other. The one that will make her sad face when something’s wrong. She’s the one that gets worried when something’s wrong with her housemate. Even behind all that silence, she has a big heart. I can feel her warmth, I can feel that kindness. She is the one that will hold my hand when we cross the road, she’s the one that I can go to to talk about certain things. Hehe. She’s got my back, that I shall not worry about.

I call her Dayah, DJ. She’s the heart. I love her. Till death do us apart.




Nur Shahida binti Abu Hanifah.


This is the mamarazi of the clan. She’s the one with the polka dot scarves, she’s the one that has the laugh of an angel, and she’s the one that has the smile of a child and brightens up my gloomy days. She’s the one with the guitar. Without her guitar, I’d never be able to play Taylor Swift’s “our song”. Hehe. She’s the lembut and ayu and cute one, eventhough I bet she doesn’t think she is. I know you trust me and I know you’ll always be there when I need you. I want you to know that you deserve someone much much better than some fake sleezy guy who is too dumb to let someone precious like you go. You deserve so much better. Full Stop. Period.

I call her Shyda, Teddy, Shidot. I love her. Till death do us apart.




May Allah bless this house, May Allah bring more love at the end of every argument, And May Allah bless us with a friendship that will withstand all wind and hurricane, all drought and disaster. May Allah help us and make each and every one of us better.
May His Rahmat be with us at all times. Ameen.

Thank you Allah for these angels.



Wednesday, January 13, 2010

when there's smoke, you'll find jakuns ;)

video

winter is fun. we should appreciate winter cause we're only going to be experiencing it for the next 5 years je. and then it'll be just hot hot and hot.

so enjoy the cold. and be a jakun, cos that makes life just so much more fun.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

thank u sammy.

"Dont waste your time worrying about boys - boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you - chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you - you affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours."

haha. this comes from someone who is very frustated with the 3 things above. 
boys, people and people again. bad nasty people.

thank you samantha. You'll end up just fine. I know u, ur that girl with the side ponytail who liked toffee apples right? Yeah, you'll come out fine. haha. and I'll definitely use this advice when im in this sort of situation. 
Definitely.

Thank u supersammy. i miss u, i miss london, i miss london-people-school-memories.

i do. really.

and please stop saying bodoh. and stop telling people i taught u that word. that's just "babi" if u do.

now u remember that other word? haha :) 
ps : again, i did not teach u that. i was naive, i dont even use that word anymore.

Friday, January 8, 2010

words and words and words.


this goes to all my people.

words can affect you in many ways. 
and these words, amongst the many other words ive recieved during my entire life, these are the words that let me know that love is real and not all fairy tale and made up and needs a man to express it. i believe kaum hawa tidak perlukan kaum adam, tp kaum adam certainly perlukan kaum hawa. lalala~



nabila yahya: we have each other kan
nabila yahya:  :)
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan: yeaaaaaah :)





Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:43:33 AM): kehadapan mah mah ketupat mas pisang emas
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:43:39 AM): saya masih dn sentiasa sayang kamu
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:43:42 AM): hingga akhirat
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:43:44 AM): sadaqallah
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:43:45 AM): :)
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:44:04 AM): cuma saya harap bukan saya je yg sayang kamu, kamu pun sayang saya balik
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:44:08 AM): itu la br suami isteri
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:44:10 AM): sadaqallah
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/27/2009 1:44:12 AM): hehe
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:45:19 AM): tq lee
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:45:25 AM): :)
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:51:29 AM): oppss
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:51:36 AM): b4 tlupa
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:51:50 AM): i will always love u
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:51:52 AM): juz rmember that

Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:22 AM): u noe wat lee
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:25 AM): td sya da nnges taw
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:28 AM): hahahah
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:29 AM): kwang3
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:37 AM): bongok
Nur Almas Alias (12/27/2009 1:54:45 AM): dahla duk jauh


Anisah Affina (12/20/2009 6:09:01 AM): Aliaaa
Anisah Affina (12/20/2009 6:09:03 AM): I love You!
Anisah Affina (12/20/2009 6:09:10 AM): tatau cemana nak berterima kasih kat antii!!
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/20/2009 6:09:29 AM): bluekkkk
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/20/2009 6:09:37 AM): xyah la nk berterima kasih ngan ana
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/20/2009 6:09:42 AM): ana kan kene jaga nti
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/20/2009 6:09:44 AM): nti jaga ana
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/20/2009 6:09:47 AM): tu tugas



Aisyah Masmira (1/6/2010 5:52:51 AM): thnx 4 being a sensitive & cheerful & caring friend....
Aisyah Masmira (1/6/2010 5:52:53 AM):
Aisyah Masmira (1/6/2010 5:53:17 AM): n thnx Allah 4 dat....
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/6/2010 5:54:40 AM): hehe
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/6/2010 5:54:43 AM): no problem 



Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:46:53 AM): dude chill
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:00 AM): you'll be perfectly fine
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:05 AM): you've always been fine
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:15 AM): and now wont be the time for you to crash and burn
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:27 AM): plus you have some awesome friends there with you
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:38 AM): who im assuming are wrecking their brains right now
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:40 AM): the same as you
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:47:49 AM): but hey you'll get through this
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:01 AM): and soon enough you're gonna be Dr. Alia
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:02 AM): pergh
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:06 AM): tak rasa mantap ke tu weh
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:07 AM): haha
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:12 AM): i think thats cool
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:15 AM): really yeah
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:40 AM): so will you please turn off caps
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:52 AM): and resume being the convo in a calm manner
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:48:56 AM): cos quite frankly
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:49:03 AM): you've nothing to worry bout
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:49:06 AM): cos you are smart
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:49:09 AM):
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:49:21 AM): eh and tiba2 i teringat nama Joe Arnold
Nadia Meah (12/30/2009 4:49:25 AM): LMAOOOOOOOOOOO

Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/30/2009 4:53:48 AM): ape hal weiiii
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/30/2009 4:53:53 AM): mmg spoil mood
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/30/2009 4:53:58 AM): haahahha
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/30/2009 4:54:01 AM): thank u by the way
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (12/30/2009 4:54:06 AM): for the veryvery very kind words


Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 1:44:29 AM): caiyok2
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 1:44:37 AM): sok klu alia sdeyh
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 1:44:40 AM): mst kite sdeyh
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 1:44:42 AM): huhu

Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 10:26:05 PM): waH
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 10:26:07 PM): ak sgt mnyayangi kam0000
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 10:26:21 PM):
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 10:26:23 PM): alia
Atie Fatin (1/5/2010 10:26:29 PM): alia tga sedeh lg ke ea?
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:10 PM): haha
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:12 PM): tidaak
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:15 PM): mmg tak sedih pun
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:17 PM): panas je
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:18 PM): haha
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:21 PM): panas ngan sedih lain
Puteri Alia Adeeba Azlan (1/5/2010 10:27:21 PM): haha



dont u just feel the love people?  xxxxxxxx



Tuesday, January 5, 2010

sorry.




Someone told me to stop being friends with one of my most special friends. Itu bukan jahat. tu kejam ye. And of course I let out my sadness and anger on that friend, and I think she is feeling not so good about it. Or maybe she doesnt care, i dont know, i hope not. I hope you care. 
So i think my decision to let my anger out on that friend was partly due to the intense migraine I was having last night. nk sedapkan hati je ni sbenarnye, cos I feel bad. 
 So Id like to say two things to 2 or maybe 3 people. I dont know if those emails came from one person or two different people, who cares.


So here it goes :


1) To YOU. Im sorry for letting it out on you, and I know you're all busy and stressed out right now and you dont need any other more distractions or problems. I hope we're ok cause I want us to be ok again. Im sorry, really sorry.




2) To ANONYMOUS EMAILERS. I dont care. You can say all you want. I just will not care.







akhir kata. this goes to you.       :) 
hope you understand what I mean by that, cause U always do. 




jgn perasan lebih2 plk ye. saya biasa2 je, klu xmo kawan pun xpe sbenarnye, saje je taktau nk tulis ape hari ni.


sorry again. hehe. ngeeeee    :)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe


OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you


In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind my parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept my new years resolution
(x) kept some of my new years resolution

(x) forgot my new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people


(x) enjoyed 2009 and hope 2010 gets so much more awesome.




very random i know :)

Friday, January 1, 2010

"aku sedang mencari kematangan diri."

i like that quote. suka suka suka. im going to try that out. find my maturity and be mature.thats for 2010. just one aim. and i hope it doesnt last for just one day.


ps: and by mature, i dont mean boring, no fun, all silent and no talk . not that kind of mature. just the right kind of mature. mature in making decisions, mature in making the right moves, that kind of mature. i could still skip class and sing loudly in the elevator. but id still be mature.
yeayea watever :)

happy new year :)

happy new year.

this is to 2009. this is to all my wrong doings and unappropriate behaviours. this is to me trying to be a better person.




and this is to umi baba adik2 and family. thank you. i love you, more than words.



and this is to poupi, for being everywhere i want you to be, for being everywhere i dont want you to be, for being there when i study, sleep, eat, *****. For taking one earphone and for listening to my music and rants. :)


and this is to you. whoever you are. whoever thinks theyre my you. just thank you for being there for me. Thank you for making me find my smile back when ive lost it. smiillleeeee :)


and this is to me.



and this goes to the LOVE of my life. Thank you for giving me 2009 Allah. Thank you for giving me 2010 Allah. Thank you for making me a Muslim. I couldnt thank more. You are my Allah, my hero, my everything.

Here's to 2010 :)