syukur.

Soul searching. Holidays are used for soul searching.

And here's what Ive found in my search so far.

Nikmat. Allah memberi nikmat, tapi terlebih nikmat pun boleh jadi dugaan jugak.

Examples :

Katil : Katil yg grand merupakan satu dugaan even if its soo nice and luxurious and every man's best friend. Dengan sebab katil bes ni la kt bleh termiss solat Subuh. Dengan katil yg bes ni jgk la kt bleh jadi malas and miss out on so much in life.

Duit : Duit yang banyak is every man's dream. But with money comes Test. Overspending and wasting can make you Shaitan's best friend. One can also be bongkak and sombong because of money. He can treat others below him like rubbish and order here and there. So those out there who think having a lot of money is a good thing, think again. 

Ilmu : When we feel like we're very knowledgable and full of wisdom, remember that knowledge without practise is no knowledge at all. Kalau kt tau tp kt tak practise then kt berdosa. So with what knowledge we have, even if we think we have a lot, be quiet and dont be proud.

Islam : Just because Allah chose us to become a Muslim, it doesnt give us the right to talk bad about other religions or other Muslims who do not practise Islam well. To compare ourself with the Walking Quran, Rasulullah peace be upon him, we are nowhere, no one. Plus, what makes us think that we'll ucap shahadah at the time of our death and have husnul khatimah. Maybe those we critisize will have their actions accepted by Allah more, and get His Hidayah and become a better Muslim in the future and end with husnul khatimah.

Language : With the ability to talk and speak fluently, we easily tend to talk or write TOO much and may hurt other people or overexaggerate information. We also tend to become the community's most controversial person. So think before you speak or write.

Power : With power comes responsibility. Just because you've been entrusted with power, please remember that you are being watched at all times and your actions towards those under you are being recorded at all times. Power is not a thing you should brag about.

Friends : When you have been blessed with a likeable character and popularity, dont forget that one wrong action can make us lose all our friends in an instant. We can also forget family when we're too engrossed in friends. Family comes first. NO MATTER WHAT.

Parents : Allah has given us the chance to have two incredible individuals in our life. Dont ever ever take them for granted whilst theyre still with you. Allah can take anyone He wants at anytime. Every moment spent with the king and queen of our hearts should be savoured and cherished at all times, even if we get easily annoyed and angry with them. We have no right to hate or scour at our parents after all that theyve been through. 

So ive found a conclusion after listening to this song. D'masiv- Jangan menyerah.  

Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah.

You'll see what i mean when you read their lyrics.

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi

Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kembali ke

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal putus asa

barang-barang kamu. haha.

barang-barang yang perlu dibawa balik ke sini. kiriman sahabat-sahabat tercinta. haha.

Kak Atom Bomb : Nestum

Anisah Ali : OligoCoco, Milo 2 kilo.

Afidah Hanim : Laptop

Fatin Nur Atiqah : Sambal ikan bilis, krim muka

Falah Hidayah : Nestum
Yadiy : Sticker and banner UPP.

Acap *Khan* : Charger phone.

Shahidah Abu Hanifah : Barang-barang muka.

Hidayah Jamal : Perfume

Farhan Syahirah : Pencuci muka, *tooot*, kasut, bag.

Nur Almas Alias : Milo berkati-kati.

Fadhe : *tooot*

Nabila Yahya : Vico

Ammar Afi Amran : pape je. haha

Poupi : ubat kutu, collar, girlfriend warna hitam.

Rumah : barang dapur. sos cili sos cili sos cili. penting, nnt the health of the house will deteriorate without it.

and maybe one or two more kiriman from my beloveds. haha. kalau nama anda tidak tersenarai, sorry :P

I would just like to say, i shall try my very best to bring all that you guys want back here. But if there are any mishaps or unavoided reasons for me to not it back, i am so so so sorry.

I hope you guys will still love me even if i dont bring back your stuff.

ngeeeee :)

happy holidays everyone. enjoy enjoy and enjoy. i hope you guys find happy this cuti. jangan sedih-sedih. kalau sedih pun, cuba cari benda yang boleh buat korang happy again.

and i hope you guys miss me to the moon and back again. heee, kalau tak rindu pun buat-buat la rindu. :)

cause im sure going to miss you. yes you :)

pictures of the past for miss Katherine McAdams.

Another task from Katherine McAdams the Queen of Toffee Apples.

Try find 10 pictures of your past. 

boohoo i found more.

so adorable i know :P

 

my twin brothers you were so dying to meet.

 

 :)

 

First it was just me.

 

until these two decided to show up 2 years late.

 

nadia, you will love me for this. ngeee.

 

  

  

  

putera di-raja adrees meah.

putera di-raja ariff meah.

 

and then they taught me music.

 

so i'd be able to go meet a wonderful person like you. :)

free ticket home?

Assalamualaikum dan salam satu malaysia. 

Sari berita utama.

Today starts with the formation of cytidine diphosphodiacylglycerol (CDP)- diacylglycerol (DAG) from phosphatidate and cytidine triphosphate (CTP). This reactions is driven forward by the hydrolysis of pyrophosphate.

yeayea watever.

kalau soalan kluar nak jawab apa tu cikgu??

lalu farhan syahirah pun berkata, sudah la alia. ambik ni. sikit je. sedap. mcm drug dealer pun ada. haha.

this causes the eyes to droop and the brain to dream.

say no to hot chocolate during exam nights.
and sing more of this.

sekian berita hari ini.

Assalamualaikum 

:)

27

Katherine McAdams, you are impossible. 

Just because you had to do this doesnt mean i have to.haha. but I'll do it anyways cause you said this will make you smile.

Your birthdate : 27/02/1990

Give reasons why turning 20 is good according to the date of your birthday.

So here it goes Kat, 27 reasons why turning 20 is good.

1) Im wiser and more mature than those under 20.

2) Ive been through more in life. haha. 

3) Teenagers are thought to be society's most problematic group. I am no longer a part of that.

4) I get to be in the same age group as zac efron and all the buff hunks.

5) I don’t have to worry about being 20 because I just AM.

6) Im past the *face full of acne* years. Now it'll just be one or two every now and then. *i hope*

7) When I was younger 20 was OLD, now I feel 20 is young.

8) I get 10 years to prepare for turning 30.

9) Don’t have to wait for Umi to buy me a hairband, I can go get one my own.

10) I get to actually dream and have bigger chances in achieving them. 

11) I am close to the age appropriate for marriage. 

12) I get to say, * but umi, i knowww, im already 20 *

13) Im not too young, not too old.

14) I get to scold schoolchildren.

15) Post neonatals ranging up to toddlers can call me kakak, which is so cute and I love.

16) My brothers MAY probably respect me abit more. haha

17) I get to have 20 candles on my birthday cake.

18) Im elligable for more duit raya.

19) I have 20 years of great experiences from my past.

20) I get to say, “I remember when I was in my teenage years”.

21) It saves time to write "twenty" than "nineteen". more letters, more time wasted.

22) Turning 20 makes me appreciate my teenage years.

23) I can watch movies bad movies and not get influenced by them. yeaaa rite.

24) I get to hold babies without their parents worrying.

25) I maybe turning 20 but most of my cousins are older. haha

26) Im at the start of a new decade of life. 

27) I get to say im twenty. hahaha.

umi, why did you choose the 27th. 27 reasons tu banyak umi. banyaaaak. 

but i guess it makes me appreciate and embrace 20 even more. :)

ps : i miss you katherine mcAdams. I miss celebrating my birthdays with you. Remember our little birthday getaway in the alcove when we skipped drama class? awesome. haha.

ahbabtu Rasulullah.

just now, during tafaqquh, i was taken back with a story that the ustaz told us about a companion of the Prophet peace be upon him. actually it was this one sentence that made my hair stand and my body chill.

lakin anni ahbabtu Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam

tetapi sesungguhnya aku mencintai Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam.

the companion said that he didnt do much good deeds, but what he knew he had was great love and affection for the Prophet peace be upon him.

My life I've been searching silently about how to fill my heart with love for the Prophet peace be upon him with a love so great just like how the companions loved the Prophet peace be upon him the way they did. How they could give so much for Islam just leaves me speechless. How I wish I could have their hearts, even if for just a day.

Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam was more than a hero. He was more than a Prophet to us. He was more than a man can ever be. And for that, O Allah, please put into my heart the feeling of such great love for your Prophet peace be upon him like how you did in his companions. Verily there is nothing greater than the sweetness of having such love in my heart for my Prophet.

And O Allah, my love for You, may it be for eternity, and whatever I do, please help me hold on to your Rope, like how you said in the Quran "And hold on firmly all of you onto the Rope of Allah " , and May everything I do in this short life that you have blessed me with be only for You Allah. Thank You for making me a Muslim when many others haven't had the pleasure of enjoying the blessings of You and Your religion. 

My journey towards meeting You when my soul departs my body, even if it is a slow and long winding journey that has me going into paths that lead me away from You Allah, please guide me back to that one path, that one path that makes You smile when You take me away. Please instill my soul with patience, love for your creations, and gratefulness. 

Verily, even if my actions do not show, my love for You is beyond words. You brought me into this world a Muslim, so please take me out a Muslim Allah.

Ameen.

May we all hang on to the Rope of Allah and lean on Allah at all times, and know that verily Allah is all we have in the end. Worldly matters will go, people will go, but Allah remains. Even if we dont end up the perfect examples of a Muslim, I pray we die as Muslims who tried their very best.

Those who fear [and respect] their Lord in the Unseen will have forgiveness and an immense reward. (Surat al-Mulk, 12)

O you who believe. Fear [and respect] Allah the way He should be feared [and respected], and do not die except as Muslims. (Surah Al ‘Imran, 102)

But those who have fear [and respect] of their Lord will have Gardens with rivers flowing under them, remaining in them timelessly, for ever: hospitality from Allah. What is with Allah is better for those who are truly good. (Surah Al ‘Imran, 198)

 

kerana almas alias.

kerana cintakan commed dan nur almas alias.

 aku sanggup. walau blackout mcm mane skali pun. aku sanggup.

terlalu sayang sampai tak sedar pencil pun dah on fire.

dan akhir skali, kerana cinta, dan dgn penuh ikhlas di hati, haaaa, amik, alia dh belikan dh kambing yg kamu nak sangat tu. nnt time basology silalah tuntut. :)

 

And sebab alia dh belikan, ni nak bagi idea tuk ape yg bleh mas belikan tuk bday alia nnt. haha. 

alia suka bantal. bantal yg comel2. yg mcm ni, ika n shaz bagi, smpai skarang menjadi peneman mimpiku. lalala.

  

seeeee, bahagia kan.

thank you again ika and shaz, i shall treasure this smpai anak cucu. thank you  machas. 

ok, so mas, back to my point, nak alia bahagia, belikan la alia satu bantal yg comel mcm ni. meh alia tunjukkan contoh, biar senang skit proses pencarian mas nnt. haha

 

or 

  

or 

  

i hope you get my point already. :P

wallah, semuanya kerana sayang.

haha. 

aku gila sebab microb.

sape kata satu hari to finish microb was not enough. tolong la, cukup kot, lebih dari cukup okaaayy.

yeaaaaaaa rite!!!!!

my resolution for next semester is to become the teacher's pet or anak angkat prof so that i can get the question paper before the exam. muahaha.  

  

can you feel the *virus* tonight-elton john's unfinished song is now available for all medical students at itunes.com.tooooooot.

sekian.

 

 

terima kasih anisah ali.

Thank you for the chocolates. Thank you for knowing they're my favourite chocolates. Thank you for the thought. You are the sweetest and you've got me smilling. 

 terima kasih anisah ali. buah hati POKOK GELANGOKku. haha :P

Love you to the chocolate world and back again. :)

 

the other pictures are just for fun. 

 

 haha. each and ever one of us pun ada.

 padan muka, sape suruh ganas sangat. haha.

 

lalala.  

exam cancelled.

gmbar saje2, nothing to do with the post. nnt kat bawah ada gmbar yg berkenaan ngan post ni. comel kan poupi booby. ngeee :)

semalam alia and paan lupa hari ni exam histo.

Malam sebelumnya kami buat cucur, kami berdua je. Orang lain study, ktorg buat cucur. the reason was that the brain was saturated, yeaaaaa rite. haha. paan, our brains are ALWAYS saturated it seems :P

so cucur yg buat mlm sebelum tu, tak abis goreng, so simpan. esok tu, dlm tgh borak2 tu, borak ye, bkn study, sbab esok kan bkn exam histo :P, terkeluar la topic cucur tu.

"eh nk buat ape ngan cucur smalam tu alia? takkan nk buang kot, byk lagi."
" tula, eh, ape kata kt buat kek!!!"
" nk buat mcm mane?! merepek je wei."
" alaa, kt tambah telur skit, and then dulu alia ada buat kek tu, resipi dia kata instead of using butter, letak skit minyak je, jadii."
" abis tu nk bakar kat mane?!"
"o aah kan, eh kt kukus je la!!"

buku histo dh lama letak tepi.

" mcm mane nk kukus, eh kt guna je la periuk tu, kan periuk tu byk size, so kt letak la periuk kecik dlm periuk besar tu, and then kukus mcm tu je la."
" aah kan, laa, kt discuss mcm grand je, padahal belum tentu lg kek tu jd, tlg la, acuan cucur kot. tp xpe, dr kt buang masa berborak, baik kt buat"

dapur, tmbah telur skit, tmbah minyak skit.

"eh paan baking powder takde! mcm mane kek nk naik!!"
" laa kata pun jgn mengharap sgt, biar je la."
"o aah kan, ok2."

periuk dh smpai, dh susun.

"eh paaaannnnnnnnnnnn!!! jom cuba guna oven ni!!!"
" hah?!!...........hm, OK." haha.

bukak oven, boooooooooooom, api menyala. oven tak modern k. cool gile. haha. bunyik pun mcm kat kilang kek.

"eh brape lama nk bakar ni?"
"smpai dia masak je la, itu pun klu dia masak la."
"ok, pape pun kt jgn mengharap, nnt kt stress, nnt kt sedih"
"ok, pape kt jgn mengharap. got it."

stress, sedih bkn sbab histo. sbab kek tak jadi.

tick tock tick tock.

"paan, kek cucur kt jadiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!"
" anak2, mari kt makan. this is food for the brain."

makan2, sambung borak. esok histo.
sape kata medic tak bes. haha. sape kata result kt bes?